the dude nobody invited:

"So, like, my favorite images
Are the ones where...

Someone who isn't supposed to be there

Who's like in a space, a space where

We were not ever welcomed in or we were not invited"

— Jewelry Blood Orange

 

 

...

listening to Norman fucking Rockwell and thinking about how all i've ever wished is to be a normal girl

15 days until i’m 18

 all morning i’ve been facebook stalking…..

now you might be thinking who….????🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

it all started when i opened my mum’s facebook messenger and i saw the name TK Maxx but the american version TJ Maxx but swap the Maxx to Scott… basically my first best friends mum!!! 

immediately all these memories of 3-7 year old shreya in new zealand flood into my mind, most of which contain my friends. especially the one who’s mum i then stalked.

on her account, so many pictures of her family including my first ever friend! she was all grown up aahhh and her birthday was 5 days ago. okay i sound weird but it’s also strange to see a face you remember being 6 years old turn into a 16 year old. it feels so oddly familiar but not at the same time.

i haven’t even talked to her since perhaps a few years ago. like 4 or 5 LOL so ages ago but her mum was like omg shreya needs to visit us in early 2025 to my mum and she’s beeeen saying this — while we were still calling and even after. 

i lowk wanna talk to her again but i feel like it’s just awkward and idk what we’d talk about like does she even remember me, probs not. i just have weird memory but also i remember more because it’s like i moved countries so obvs my brain tried to remember as much as it could.

i tried searching her up on insta and lo and behold… no username found😢😢😢🥺🥺🥺🥺

i have an epicly awkward idea of sending her a letter for her 18th birthday except that’s next year but still i could! at least that way it’d be not as awk since there’s a reason sort of. the last time we talked she was into art and justin timberlake…. so idk how much i can build off of LOL she had an epic collection of my littlest pet shop too though🤗🤗🤗

anyways lmk down below if this is a good idea!!!!

— shreya

16 days until i’m 18

no motivation to write because i have freaking food poisoning.

17 days until i’m 18

okay so basically what i was going to say is that i literally need to somehow save like 10k so that i can go on a 10 day holiday in 2027…

a few hours ago, my auntie in melbourne made a gc with close family from like my mums side, and she was like “who wants to go on a 10-12 day trip in early 2027” and she asked what countries people wanna go to and no one said anything BUT i wanna go to thailand or vietnam soooooo bad so basically yeah i need to save up. okay 10k is to like take my whole family to technically i need at least 5k for my sister and me to go so somehow i need to save up. 

i need a job!!! but recently i got inside connections at woolworths newton and he said he can get a job in april so so i might be in…. also have an in at aldi but that one’s a bit harder…… if not maybe i need to use the nethra technique and get a. job at the RAH.

also i just found out you don’t get paid full rate until TWENTY ONE YEARS OLD???? like hello are we the u s of a??!?! ugh but 70% is better than nothing i guess #unemployed anyways LOL but like helloooo whyyy!!!!

we alsk need to meet up so much after uni starts plssss and like we need to actually start doing random things plssss i will host anything!!!!

okay anyways that’s all i wanted to say 

shreya

18 days until i’m 18

oh my gosh!!!! guys why am i basically an adult but okay you guys are already adults but like guys me too nearly aaahhhh im scared

guys everyone thinks my sister and i are the same age like  15-16 so i feel as young as ever but no im basically a freaking a d u l t ADULT!

but anyways idkk i have no motivation to recap my trip yet because its half depressing because its winter and no one to talk to except my sister… 

okay bye 😊😊😊✌️✌️✌️✌️🥺🥺🥺

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hey guys...

welcome 2 my little niche corner of the internet........

it's the 25th of january, 9:55pm currently but across the seas, approx. 9000 kilometres away it is 2:40am on the 26th...

home...

a place where i can go... to take this off my shoulders...

someone take me home 

- wise words sung by machine gun kelly himself

wise words that really hit home for me. i miss my home and i miss my room and i miss my bed!!!!

anyways, you guys are probably wondering "shreya what the heck have you been doing the past 2 weeks instead of talking to your best friends and updating us and checking in with us"

okay well i don't have any solid reason, for the second part, mostly just that i havent had any alone time so by the time i get some time to sit down and do something for myself, i don't have the energy to open any social media apps, and even if i do, definitely not to conversate.

the first part of that question though.... well you're about to find out...

stay tuned

xoxo shreya

p.s. my pinterest feed is sooooo cute recently