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Tuesday, 4 August 2026
blogging_is_fun
seeing everyone's blogs being so complicated recently especially as someone who thought my blogs were being seen solely by my 3 best friends and occasionally my penpal and a few others, and now i find a whole new world and audience of people. okay realistically no one is going to keep up w my blog, but it is just stressful seeing how much better people's sites are, but writing this to remind myself that this is all for fun and to document my life whenever i want and feel like talking.
it is fun !!!
i was preaching #bringbackblogging 4 a reason, because i love it. so that needs to be my main focus in this. i will improve my blog one day though... hopefully one day soon.
felt inspired to write this once hearing this:
(shout out eva p -- i need to watch glee)
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DuRaBhrsPbIyQfakgQrlI?si=8a0bcacbc3c34c8b
aka Landslide (feat. Gwyneth Paltrow) - Cover of Fleetwood Mac
wait let me drop the mp3... brb...
okay im back, omg that took ages, i used: https://too-clever-by-half.blogspot.com/2024/02/hosting-audio-on-drive.html to figure it out.
but omg today, okay might as well blog, i had a crazy day all while staying home. i was going to go to court, as i need to watch a case and take notes on it, for one of my classes, but omg had debilitating period cramps ughhhh and then guess what!!! i bled on my bed omg so annoying. and i played so much Clash Royale... i downloaded it yesterday and why is this the most awesome game ever and NO ADS and it's so funnnn. i also finished watching slushy noobz PR camping vlog, and happened to catch some of charles hsu's live, before i finished storage ughhh, let me insert here:
okay you dont have to watch it but it is there if you please
omg and i was dying over this tiktok... the emoji is so funny
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okay anyways rn we were just talking about people at uni and making friendships, especially as we (my friends and i) just graduated in november 2025 and so this semester, even though its the 2nd, is still our first year and we are new to things.
and guys i genuinely think im in the middle of this spectrum of normal and like "weird" stereotype people. when you hear that, as my friends, you might think, 'no you are normal' but even if i maybe present that way, i swear i'm not.
like i talk to people and its so obvious how im not a normal girl. i actually dont understand because like i can connect on a shallow level but people like fully are best friends and only talk about like silly fun things that are shallow and nothing else. NOTHING. if anyone has any more depth to them its like being agnostic, and okay i sound weird saying this, its like when people think that some people are NPCs, just because they appear shallow or make seemingly dumb decisions, but that is like very main character syndrome and dehumanising real people, but i swear sometimes it is true.
okay they are real, and not NPCs... but they sure as well might be, because at uni, i will conversate w these people and i swear all they do is... nothing? they drink $8 iced lattes and buy $150 tops online with $20 shipping and "this week was so hard" and it was the same as every other week and omg i dont understand these people. i mean i can talk to them and connect on some level, but i swear we are not compatible. with how many people i have interacted with by now, i shouldve connected deeper but idk!!!
like i will talk but i swear like i am being seen as weird and then i actually become awkward because the energy is so off. some people are so different to me that i feel like theyre taking my energy as if theyre leeches.
i swear i never usually struggle with making friends, and i guess i have made some friends, although with shallow relationship, mostly just because same classes, but maybe it will get better... i hope. at least i have my own friends aka the mandem π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπππππππ.
Wednesday, 29 July 2026
1st day back...
good morning to the people of shreya nation...
okay first of all, i have to mention something... last year i started blogging, mostly to document my last year of high school, and i had always wanted to start a blog when i was like 12 and then we stumbled upon no8.com okay blah blah blah, the backstory can be found here !!!
and the other day, i stumbled upon a tiktok... where a girl just started blogging and you guys dont know how much i searched up blogspot, blog, blogger.com etc. on tiktok to find other blogs. i even have a bookmarks folder on google to save the blogs i found... mostly old men writing movie reviews since 2013 or a 20 year old woman from 2009 who gave up blogging in 2012.if you have a blog, drop it down below...
so anyways... today is my first day back at my first year second semester as a law student at university. omg thats a mouthful, but i am in my dispute management class rn, and we just did an ice breaker!
it was a bit scary talking to different new people, even if i'd describe myself as
extroverted LOL but omg the people on my table are all nice, but omg my lecturer is from wichita, kansas which is sooo fun and silly, and he is a fun person ! which i am so glad about
ALSO!!! unrelated but omg Pretty Little Liars season 4 is crazy right now and i love this show omg even if its a bit silly and dumb but its so fun and ughhhh omg i need to link my serializd to this blog. btw i have barely set up this blog so thats why its half empty
Wednesday, 13 May 2026
4things6days
guys
i need 2 lock in genuinely and i'm embarrassed to say... i truly am but i haven't even started on any.
not even the 40% assignment portfolio + video due in 2 days............
no i know i'm genuinely embarrassed.
and exams start in a few weeks aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
tonight i will be locked in trust trust
this is me holding myself accountable so i will actually do the work.
Thursday, 7 May 2026
Wednesday, 6 May 2026
pilates clean girl wednesday morning
dear citizens of shreya land,
you may have been wondering.... where are you!!!! why are you not updating your blog!!! and to that i say.....
okay no one even freaking cares it's fine i know...
- fitness
- healthy eating
- setting time aside for hobbies
- photography especially
- baking
- meeting up with friends more
- buying more clothes to build better style and wardrobe
- both fun and business casual - especially winter
- writing pen pal letters/sending post cards out
- writing in my journal

